Friday, June 15, 2007


It almost happened. To me. Something nice. It was just the beginning and fun. But it went kersplat. I learned from it I guess. I'm lucky my parents were ok with it, but the other person's weren't, so it had to end. It kind of hurts a lot. I guess I would pick my family over a potential too. I hope he fought for me a little though. I'm glad it wasn't a personal vendetta against me, but parental disapproval. It still sucks.

I really liked him. And I think he liked me. I got the impression. But maybe we got caught up in the moment. Our hearts were going faster than we could catch up because it was a first for both of us. It felt nice to hear and say things though. I still want to be friends. That would be sad to not talk to each other again because of this. We were good friends before. I know it won't be the same, but completely cut off? We didn't even get a chance to develop anything. It felt good though to find out someone thought I was attractive and had a crush on me. I didn't think that was possible.

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Best Parents

My parents should seriously consider competing in the Best Parents in the World Contest.
They are awesome. I love them dearly. They treat me like an adult and let me make my own mistakes. I know they trust me and my judgment and I'm glad they do. They don't scold me for making a mistake, a bad experience, or trying something new; but have faith that I learned from it and will make the most of it. I have control and choice over my life and my actions with their guidance. I have a good relationship with them - we respect and try to listen to each other. Sure we argue about it, but there is a discussion and attempts to hear the other point of view and give reasons. I have done things that they do not approve of but they still support me.

I love you mom and dad!