Sept 20, 2006 - titleless

school is going alright. lots of reading, but it's pretty interesting. all about indian history, fills all the gaps of my knowledge. mostly this semester consists of panicking about what i'm going to do next year. I know I want a job in non-profit/media/HR but. but. but. scared my grades and my experience not good enough. i know i'm not confident enough, i just hope i can be enough to fake it. and i might not even know if i have a job until i graduate. i can't handle that much uncertainty for so long. bleh. just research and try to fix my grades as best as i can i guess.